Friday, May 6, 2011

Silence

In silence be there with the gift of yourself.

  • After you have greeted the person, just your silent presence can be greatly reassuring.
  • Being  there with great respect and love is all that is needed.
  • Any time, listening is such a gift to another without commenting or asking questions
  • Talking can sometimes be jarring for a person who is very ill or dying.
  • Talking can sometimes, not always, keep one who is very near the end from being able to go.The end is a little like going to sleep and talking  "wakes them up" when they may need quiet to release.
  • Leave the room 10  minutes out of every hour. Say where you are going and when you will be back. Even the one who is dying may need to be alone in the silence.
I personally find it difficult to be quiet no matter the situation. Most of us want to say or do something to help or reassure. This may be an opportunity to become comfortable with silence and just being there at the bedside and not have to do anything.  May we all learn this gentle way.

Tuesday, May 3, 2011

What Not To Say

 What Not To Say

  • Let us not make assumptions that they are dying, or that it is their time to go. Or that they will get well. Let the situation guide you. Go slowly, sensitively.
  • This is a time for intimacy, but we must be careful  how we are there. Some pray for inner guidance \or ask others, check it out with ones own internal self or get in touch with ones intuitive self and common sense to guide them. Or just be very perceptive to the situation, noting fluttering of the eye lashes, slight pulling away, leaning into you, slight smile or grimace to let us know are we doing or saying thing that are most helpful. 
  • Risk, tentatively, as being there for the dying and for those critically ill is a risk. We are in a scarey time, but a time we can do great good. Go slow but with courage to reassure another, talk, touch or just be there. There is a good chance afterwards you will feel unsure about whether you did or did not do the right thing. But we must try so no one need be alone in this most difficult time.
  • Forgive yourself no matter what.
  • Be grateful to yourself for you willingness to go to the bedside and do the best you can.
  • Hearing can be acute even when one is too ill to respond. 

My experience

I went to see a young woman at the request of friends. She was in Intensive Care Unit. I understood she was close to the end of  her life. She appeared to be unconscious. I spoke with her as I usually do as though she could hear me, introducing myself and telling her I would be there for a short visit. There was no indication she could hear me but I always talk as though I am heard.  I bent over the railing and after spending time with her, telling her she was safe, loved, and singing softly, I carefully told her, "It might be getting close, and it is OK to go." Many times people need to hear that as one can hold on to life for a long time if they feel at some level that they are letting family down by dying.
Several months later I was told by friends who knew us both that she was furious at my visit and what I said. Right, she had recovered and lived another couple of years. She felt and rightly so, I was being heart breakingly negative, making  assumptions and that it was not my place to say that even if it were true.
I had not talked with her family and did not know her that well to have such an intimate "conversation".
What I did could have been the right thing in many other situations. It was the wrong thing with this woman.
I saw her later, deeply apologized and it was not accepted. She had every right to be angry on a number of different levels. I am grateful for her recovery. She needed encouragement in her getting well.

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